Wednesday, July 04, 2007

very sad day

Such a very sad day here.

My friend i've been talking about... Well, she didn't make it....

Chris slipped away late last night with all her family and loved one's around her.

I went into work this morning to be hustled into the office by the manager and housekeeper - and these girls - who are my friends, almost my family really... we sat and cried together when they told me Chris was gone.

And I'm so bloody sad now . Distraught really... bereft. I can't stop crying and f'ing everything's crap.

I sat there today and made a total friggin pigs ear of the invoices, and extra's, and the letter to the relative's about Chris, and I thought "Oh girlie, come on, you're the administrator, not me... help me here..." and it was awful. Me and Sue and Dawn - it took us three days, and we broke the PC somehow, and frigged up the printer and we bodged everything on the paperwork too - and it took us three days to create this mayhem... and Chris used to do this trouble free on her own in less than a morning... with NOTHING damaged beyond repair - even if there was a few frazzled nerves...

God, I'm so gutted. Just so sad. I miss hernow, and I don't know what the hell I'm ever going to say to her lovely family in the days to come.

And you know what? Her body was given to medical science, because that was one thing she insisted her family knew she wanted - just in case.

How very like Chris to be thinking of others, even in her last moments. Bless her heart.

16 comments:

Julie said...

Oh sweetie I am so sorry for the loss of your firend. I will be sending you strong thoughts!

{hugs}

Anonymous said...

Jake, I am so sorry for your tragic loss...thinking of you Hun...take care (((hugs))) Anita..xx

Kat said...

Oh Jakey, hun, so sorry to hear about Chris... (((HUGS))) to you!!!

Eminepala said...

So Sorry for your loss sweetie... I can't even imagine how you feel... I'm sending you a lot of strength...

BIG HUG Sweetie

greyparrot said...

darlin I am so sorry- I have a good knowledge of what you are going through just now after my bad news last week. I really really feel for you. Hits hard eh?
Lots of love to you- and what a beautiful gesture for her to donate her body. -x-

Kelly said...

oooh hunny just seen this im so very sorry for you , sending you lots of (((((Hugs))))), dont really know what else to say but you know where i am xxx

Paula said...

Im so sorry for your loss.
It hurts beyond belief & nothing anyone says can ease it until the time is right.
Am thinking about you, hun.xxxx

Irene said...

Sending you lots of love, Jakey.

Caroline said...

So sorry to hear this sad news, hugs from mexx

mel said...

Oh hunny im so sorry for the loss of your friend, will be thinking of you (((((HUGS)))))

Mel

Laura G said...

so so sorry Jake- thinking of you xxxx Lauxx

Maria said...

I'm so sorry Jakey. Will keep Chris and her family and friends and you in my thoughts and prayers.

Be kind to youself xxx

Sue said...

(((((((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))))))))))))))))So sorry :(
Its been a really shit week for us too :(
Thinking of you

jo said...

So sorry hun. Sending you and everyone that knew and loved Chris ((((hugs))))

suebaru said...

Oh hun, I am so sorry...thinking of you and Chris's family xx

Colleen said...

so so sorry for your loss. please let me know if you need anything

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