Thursday, February 05, 2009

It's just not workin....

Gah...
All my waffle about being positive?
Well, it's just not workin.


Between you and me, i've had a shit week.

I can't concentrate, I can't settle.... Good God.... I can't even sleep.

I've sat in this scraproom for hours... do you think I can scrap? Can I hell....
Ok, ok, I know there'll be plenty out there saying... hush girl... you know you never could... but the fact is, I can't even try.

I don't think being positive is really me. It's just too alien. I'm a cup half empty kind of person... I just don't look on the bright side. I never did.
I'm... well....melancholy. Moping's what I do best.

So today I gave up....trying to be postive, that is. Just thought "oh to hell with this shit" and wallowed. Thing is, I had to do a layout. Had to do it for tomorrow night and I had like NO mojo... I'm crap, and I feel overwhelmed...

But I did have a go. And it's not that bad. So maybe that'll be my new mantra... have a go... have a go... have a go....

I've followed on with this thought pattern and had a go at a bottle of wine too (still having a go as we speak, actually), and I tell you, the world looks a better place than it did this morning...
I'm positive MY kind of medicine is doing me some good tonight :-) Sooo... here's looking at you, kid...

And, here are some piccies (that made me smile) from an appallingly BAD week:

Evidence of my little early morning visitors... how cute are these sweet footprints!?


Jon-Boy Brown after a splattering from the kids

What I saw when I poked my nose outside the door this morning

Pretty!

...Because we have a lot of eskimo's round here, obviously...
(oh, remember the days, girls?)

Hit.....

And run...!!!

And Sollo... innocently re-loading :-)


So tomorrow, maybe i'll be back... who knows?

It's our anniversary Friday and we're off out ( assuming we can get a taxi in this weather) We're going out for some nosh and a show - the Counterfeit Stones... allegedly better than the real thing... Mind you - that was according to the Guardian.... so um.... well. You know....

loves
jkxx

14 comments:

han xxx said...

Glad to hear you sounding more like yourself today... whingeing!!!

be strong sweetie!
luvsya!
Han xxx

Outwie xx said...

hey you! Love your snowy pics! Look at that iglo! Although i do have to say the original all them years back was the best! ;-) Well done Dad!
Sorry to hear you lost your mojo mary, I hate it when that happens! Chin up! it can only get better!
From me xxx

Outwie xxx said...

PS!!! ...wheres the pics of you in your pj's with your bottoms tucked in your huggs? ( Yes, i know theyre called UGGS but Erk thinks thats theyre real name! bless men...) ??? xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

jakey said...

love you lil outwie... maybe not a wall... but a reply - you happy?

Loved your pix too - and nicked loads!

ma xxx

Outwie xxx said...

YES IM HAPPY WITH A REPLY!! bout bloody time too! lol! xx

jakey said...

I'd rather die than post those pics!!!!!!!!! pmsl I looked like a farrrmerrr!

Outwie xxx said...

i wanna see! you cant look any worse than the ones of me with all the hair! how could you! Hey! by the way!Got my wine open!!!! And then some ;-) Glad your feeling better anyway! If only for tonight! ;-) Hope your and dad have a lovely time tomorrow night, im sure it'll be ace whatever, wish we were going :-( I'll be thinking of ya's xxxxx

Outwie xxx said...

Doh! Ment you AND dad! Not you and YOUR dad!! pmsl! xx

jakey said...

my dear, I fear you may have had more than is good for you tonight.... ;-) you are your mother's daughter, that's for sure. sleep well littlr outwie x

birds sing baby!
xx

Outwie xxx said...

Errr..yes...i fear that also...! Night night ma lol xxxxxxxxxxxx

deb said...

Hi Jakey - you don't know me, but I follow your blog and love all your layouts. Sorry you are still not feeling great - it is hard to shake these feelings off - I usually go for a long hike over the Shropshire Hills but with this weather I don't think any of us can venture far! Will have to have a bar of Chocolate instead!

Bekka said...

has your Mojo come back yet - or is it hidden under the snow like I think mine is!

Have a wonderful anniversary tonight - hope you get to go out

Have fun

Bx

Julia said...

Hi Jakey, have a great night to night for your anniversary. Hope your mojo comes back soon and if the wine makes you feel better go for it girl!!!! :lol:

suebaru said...

Hope you feel brighter soon hun xx

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